Love Story Of My Life With A Girl

I promise her i'll be right here waiting for her
but what get at last is nothing i wan

*stories begin*

i was a boy who din know what called happy what called family day
who always alone inside family until i become a heartless
when i was in secondary 1
even what i want they bought for me
but always i been have a blind scolded by them
people said family r first in our life
but i feel i have no family
ever since i with family gone out i cant laugh at all
they talk happily at car
only me in part of them is the most silence one
i hear my own music with earphone with loud volume
until now... it began..

a lot of people like to say that i a good guy
but i hard 2 believe it
until i'm at secondary 2
there's a girl appeared in front of my window life messenger
we talk with each other happily
we play until we laugh
ever since she appear in front of me i feel i'm not so alone anymore
when we started our first love her friends stop us for love each other
and we gone like that when our first day in love
when the next day she try explain everything to them everything
they started making us back together each other
when she tell me the second times i was'nt thinking of anything
straight accept her without thinking
but when we started this love
she din find me for 2 years
no and message from her
her sound.. for this 2 years
i tell myself i wanna to wait her
but i cant.. and so i forgot about everything with her and started hate her
when she come back and find me
she told me.. not i wanna to leave u this 2 years..
it's my mom stop me for online and keep my phone for concentrate my study
i was not trusted in the earlier
but i think back always she appear in front of me
i smile
i laugh
and my heart started have her feeling back once again
after a few weeks i'm thinking
we accept each other once again
2 years we couple
but maybe it's not count 2 years
it's few months n break n together back n break
i sad cause of her
tears drop out from my eyes
try thinking to suicide my own self
but.. all i can do is get her back
keep repeating same thing
break cause argue
cause of her bad mood
until the year of 2010
we break with each other
without any reason again
and that time i'm really waiting for her
but i din expect that she said wanna be single
for a moment
she talk different to me
she's no more her original one
and i started to bring her back
like what she bring back my feels last time
but maybe it cant anymore
but maybe it still can
she always said
U're Only One Who At My Heart... Leon
and so i started to bring back her
until now...

----> are some families treat their kids like what my family treat?
<---- maybe have and maybe no...

----> i hope me and her are as same as this picture forever..
<---- i hope we can be forever love in this world