izzit true?

from now im lonely =)
no sdo mami...
no game de family...
no her
no hope for me either
i feel im at tis world is so lonely
from juz nw 6.30pm until 8.30pm i ask my self 2 moon
am i a boy who was lonely in tis planet?
should i b heartless?
or should i b nobodies?
every1 r different...
every1 r change...
wat happen 2 earth people?
y all treat me r different way?
izzit im doin everythg is nt enuf gd?
im alone nw...
inside home...
outside home...
even online im oso alone...
i said 2 my self i wna have hapi life
but i feel.. gods r nt giving me
my heart r noisy..
im been nt smiling the true way again
i don't wna to make tis happen again
but... i feel im strange now
i onli noe..
the person who i dam hate... very hate... is nearing me
the person who i dam love... very love... is keep far away from me
even although 90% of person not so wanna i leave here
all wanna i stay at malaysia or penang?

*sigh*

im nobodies start now
even im a heartless 2..

no familes
no love
no body will treat me nicely
im suffering in tis world..