the first day us until v nvr contact... 2 months i finally understand something also.. abt my life =')

first day we met.. at facebook..
n play sdo-x wif each other
first time we met face 2 face.. is at mc donald..
second time.. is i bring ue to bank for reload money to some1
third time.. is bring u out n eat..
forth time.. we go red box wif 2 of my frens n ur fren =) n went to my home for chat while let u online at my pc =)
but... when the first day of spm.. v accident..
from tat time i thinking until today.. 5/1/2011 (wednesday 4.00am)
i finally think.. that we cant love each other coz of we r not match =)
life changed since we not contact while i stay here
ever since u blame on me everything.. but.. idk hw 2 solve these problems..
suicide my self coz of ue..?
or.. keep moody-ing everyday..?
i very hope tat.. time could go back as i wish..
after everything.. i felt like my body.. is no longer human
just like a demon.. or watever...
but love... it changed everything =')
tears... drop from my eyes when i thk of our happiness thk i ever make for ue coz of i wna prove tat ILY.. bt ended in 1 month like tat...
no shadows.. no sign of u.. none talk.. n none face 2 face

no.. more.. fate.. on .. us..

and im so sry tat i hurt u
sry tat i felt through
sry tat i was falling in love wif u =')
sry tat it came true
and sry it does'nt turn back time =')

4 gals waiting me...
slowly..
1 by 1...
finally gone.. =')
single...
lonely...
none smile face on me...
happiness..
onli emo on my face..

feel like stucking on the wrong path...
walk 2 left...? or right..?
demon world...? or angel world...?
reaper...? or sword...?
black wing...? or white wing...?
none...
im stuck at the middle of the road...
people always said.. im a good guy.. nice guy..
but for me.. it's onli a story.. or simply said..
no1 understand wat i wan..
wat i wan is.. people make me happy..
but... family makes my life bcome more and more tired...

=')